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allnighters [02 Oct 2006|01:19pm] I love staying up all night talking and writing... I didnt writing good but it was still amazing Life is good trust me it is so good.... except work fuck work fuck bitch ass managers that think their better then you because they have more power garhhhhhh Today the storm came rolling in there minds intwind in lighting a surge of energy pulsing through their veins waking there ?????

[29 Aug 2006|10:02pm] I had a good day for the most part... things are hard but im dealing with it.... im hoping to get back toghter with her but only time will tell... You know that ripping gut feeling you get when someone knows your weak to them thats how it feels sometimmes......alot more when you here they did something with someone else Saturday will be good note to self i miss you trebly this is what we cal a tragedy come back to me come back to me thats all that i can think 3 | ?????

The end of beautiful revenge [28 Aug 2006|07:21pm] everyones abandon ship because theres nothing left of this, I gave it all away with a kiss, Oh scarlet Ive been swimming fast away to find you, and the current pushing me back, the tide is pulling me down, and theres no reason to be reaching out, because your not coming down, and theres no reason to plung deep into all of this so lets just end this with a simple kiss, the tie are severed this is what youve always wanted, and i traced the outlines of your foot steps out that door, holding my breath, i shouldnt run after you, and my face is truning blue but no one seems to notice, and ive been thinking hard enough for it to hurt, this cold blue liquid comes rushin in, and davey jones is waiting, and i said stay with me, but it only seems you have other dreams..... Thats my new song...... Ive been working my fingers to the bone 12 hours last night.... I just give up now im sick of hoping and im sick of lying... If you want me you know where to find me... but until then im dead more like in a coma june devout is comatose....almost dead but still breathing..... im out kids have fun because i dont see any of you...i wont... babye lovers ?????

In the end there is only one and thats you [21 Aug 2006|10:07pm] Can you feel this when we kiss? if this isnt love then i dont know what is.... im a shipwreck, all hands a deck, the waves are crashing in... everyone hit the deck captian captian were going down the waters building highier, just one last kiss, this is the end, in this empty ship, ill send out my sos but no ones coming, everyone knows that the captian goes down with the ship, And im plunging deep into this freezing water, holding my breath in hopes of rescue im reaching out with one last step, this is the end the world goes blakc before my eyes theres no disguies to hide behind... Im just a corpse of what we had, goodbye i have never felt so bad in my life... I cant take this... Caitria broke up with me if you dont already know..... i dont even know what to say my heart feels like its going to explode and i just dont get it... I think im going to hide for awhile if you need to talk to me my number is 7732070 P.S. i love you all but i cant deal with anything right now im sorry 8 | ?????

the taste of bitteriness is getting old [11 Jun 2006|03:56am] I feel like im nothing again ive hit my low again... Im just a face inside this place. im done with all this muskego stuff... shit isnt like it was before like last summer... i feel like im dying... i bet no bod knows that about me... sometimes when im alone i feel like im going to die and get manic depressed 3 | ?????

[09 Jun 2006|02:18pm] ha i know you dont miss me but its ok..... you have funn now ill be in boston and new york 2 | ?????

last night.... [07 May 2006|05:00pm] Fuck yeah i just woke up 4 | ?????

[12 Apr 2006|07:52am] Sink into deep blue skys and lets just watch this sunrise Its morning and im wide awake... confussed again thank you dear friend.... Im recording my CD in like an halfin hour i was wondering if anyone would like to purchase it  If not totally ok  love josh or baby C 11 | ?????

Last night.... [06 Apr 2006|10:27pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | aksdh ] My arm hurts so bad and my hand..... Fuck yeah Last night was insane iF what i did doesnt prove to anyone how much my friends matter to me then i dont know what..... I love my family aka friends and i hope everyone has fun tonight and is safe Life is what you make of it model what you want out of it.... Love josh 4 | ?????

[28 Mar 2006|09:26pm] Here again tossing and turning  beautiful imagery spilling into my dreams barely sleeping My stomach keeps on throwing up everything i eat and everything i touch turns to dust.... Poetry got to love it...... LOL 2 | ?????

[24 Mar 2006|08:32pm] Its true life is an true blue...... Love you all P.s. i fucking hate colds slash or / coughing and sneezing at the same time i look retarded 3 | ?????

long time and no aww fuck it.. [23 Mar 2006|09:50pm] lets not think through the roses down and let these streets guide us out of here... we can forget about these places and faces we have seen we just have to obtain a bottle of pills to cure theses pains and live in world with no worries.... so take 30 and we will be great 6 | ?????

[06 Nov 2005|06:08am] If josh moon is ugly then Im fucking dead 9 | ?????

[06 Oct 2005|07:45am] This is my last update in this journal ever.... And I would like to say thanks..... goodbye Im glad your happy becuase thats all that matters 25 | ?????

[04 Oct 2005|07:42am] Couldn't sleep and it was quiet amazing....... I layed on my floor for like two hours thinking about stuff i thought it was pretty good... I don't want to do this anymore...I dont want to do anything anymore... Except bury my face in the notebook because a prefect love story is better then a horrible ending...... 9 | ?????

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